With the encouragement of a great friend I have decided to start a blog. Who knows how it will turn out or if there will even be anything worth reading but I have decided it's worth at least trying just as a place to air out whatever happens to be on my mind. I'm sure my posts will be all over the place, anywhere from funny to deep to crazy and/or off the wall but thats pretty much who I am in a nutshell.
As I sit here awake writing even though I should be in bed I am lost in thought about so many things I'm not really even sure which topic to tackle first. I guess my first one will have to be the heartache I feel watching so many people I love and care about struggle in life for so many different reasons. Each struggle is personal and I will not reveal too much detail so that way I don't end up "outting" those who I am concerned about but I do have a heart full of burdens for so many. There is just something in my nature that wishes I could take away the struggles or hurt from those I love. I wish I could just fix their situations and make things right because its always easier to know what to do when its not your situation you are looking at. But the obvious truth is that I can't just fix every situation, I actually can't fix any of them. Another hard thing is to know that some of these situations are things that have been caused by the choices of the people they directly effect. And although I certainly don't enjoy to see the outcome of these choices, the truth is that things are the way they are because of things these people could have prevented with a few "easy" choices but like people always say hindsight is 20/20. I don't mean for any of this to come across high and mighty my point is just that I hate the helpless feeling of watching those I care about feel heartache and struggles when I know there is nothing I am able to do to fix it.
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